Writing Towards Manifestation ~ Falling Asleep on the Dream!
Part 1: The Tale of the Far Off Land…
I have been asleep for most 2014. I am meditating on this truth this morning. Yesterday I realized something important for my life: when I am moving there is much I accomplish. When I am searching I strive for so much more. When I am still, not moving, stagnant, feeling negative, not creating…this is the block.
Something magnificent happened to me yesterday when I woke up. I caught what I was feeling from some LOW frequency processing, yet I could not pinpoint exactly what made me feel sad. I took inventory of my heart and mind and what could possibly have happened to make me feel this way. I did not have a lot of time to figure it out and I certainly didn’t want to stay in that place…
So, I sent her a text. It had been days since I had written her, a week since our last meeting. I had fallen off track and not kept my commitment to my visioning partner and, recognizing this, I sent her a text acknowledging my human moment.
About my visioning partner…
She is amazing. Brilliant. Fierce. A force! In just a few hours with her I accomplish more than with most. Our time together is focused; filled with laughter, love, honesty, tears and completion. Together, we are women who complete things. We manifest all we desire.
In my note to my partner I told her how I was feeling, apologized for not showing up for us, and shared with her what I needed. I shared that I was sad and what I needed most was to see her and to find words to pull myself out. And, like clockwork, after I hit send on that text my cell phone died. I got up from my desk and went to YouTube to listen to Celebration Spiritual Center. I listened to one video and it seemed to lift me a little… I listened to a second video and it was EXACTLY what I needed. I was reminded yesterday about getting too comfortable. The message made me question everything I have done this year and all that I have not tended to.
What was the message?
It was about that thing within me that is trying to come out… it’s that thing that drives us to achieve… that thing that stirs in our heart and gives us hope. It’s that thing that we most want… something calling us. What I heard in this message was, “I am more than what I am experiencing!”
This is huge!
This implies that I am not living fully. This makes me question what it is I am doing. Pastor Greg Stamper shared a Native American children’s story, the story of “Jumping Mouse…and the Tale of the Far Off Land…”. And the question he asked was, “How many of us have gotten comfortable?”
Somewhere on the journey I have gotten too comfortable, I have gained weight and gotten a little lazy—just like the mouse. And then the mouse got a glimpse of her reflection in a stream.
How have I gotten comfortable?
How have I regressed?
How have I blocked myself?
Stay tuned for part two.
And so it is. Namaste. Aché
With all my love,
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